Bring Me Back To This.

Behind clear eyes. Under soft touch.
That amazing smile,
what does it house?

Breathing in an endless coma. Reaching for a fleeting image. Open your throat and allow the warmth to break your veins. I'll become the pill. You can digest me. Whatever helps you swallow thruth all the more easily. You magnify my better half; the side of myself that I love and wear. But what of you can I magnify of you if you don't find it within yourself? The reason you still ride was spilled underground a long time ago. You can't run free, can you? No matter how far out you get, I see you pulling yourself back in. Or maybe something terrible forces you to turn back. Can you not be the deciding force and break from this dance? End the movement of mar that so injures the frame. Who became the enemy? Nothing. I know. The notion sits like a razor to me. The outer strain, the inner abrasion... peel your eyes from the soil and see the sky. Stop prodding your brain for an answer and let the porcelain ice over again. He is reflected in you, so why do you not see it? Everything starts somewhere, but this ends here. I can't act. I can't stop. I can't feel. I have no say in it, but He does. It remains between the two of you, I get it. It makes perfect sense. But pray... yeah, I'm going to pray. Change is inevitable. For you. And for all of us.


Maybe I am where I don't belong. Maybe I cross lines that were meant to be fences. And I'm sorry. Truly sorry. Its not my business, not at all. And not my place to be a resolver. To say that I could fill His duty, thats stupid of me. Its just... well, I guess its just that I care about you so much. But brace yourself, the change will be bigger than you or me.


*whew*